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Christmas at the Ragdoll Orphanage - Suzanne Lambert
Newcastle Upon Tyne 1965
Mother Superior took the child and placed it in my
arms. Susan, darling, that was you. You were light as a
feather, and all I could think of saying was "it's a girl".
That was ten years ago.
"Her name is Susan" the lady said. I don't think I even
looked at her, I simply couldn't take my eyes off you.
Oh you were so precious and so perfect. All I cared
about was holding you and, just at that moment, you
opened your eyes and looked at me. Susan, I knew
there and then that you and I belonged together, We
still do, and always will, but, my darling, I am not your
real mum.
"I don't understand, what do you mean, 'real mum' ?" I
was ten years old, and Mum certainly wasn't going to
talk about the birds and the bees just yet. It didn't
matter anyway.
"You are my mum" I said.
"of course, and you are my daughter and always will be".
That was enough for me. In that moment, I was perfectly
happy to be Nancy's child.